Arghhhhh! I’m so upset because every time I meet someone I bond/vibe/correlate to…they leave! This is becoming so frustrating! It hasn’t happened only ONCE but at least more than FIVE TIMES!!!!!!!!! I know being in the military plays an important role in it but I just want to get my group of folks that I can go to and relax with after a hard days of work or you know a group of FRIENDS (not associates) that I can make memories with. YES…GIRLFRIENDS (the television show) has ruined me (and if you haven’t seen it, I suggest you get wit it). I want my Joan, Toni, and Mya (yes I forgot the other one name). I need to chit chat about fashion, hair, whose screwing who and what eye candy we saw….lol. I’ve never been one to really care about this before but after being married for almost four years and having people come in and out of my life on a constant basis….I want some friend stability. Majority of my friendships are long distance….what good does that do really? I mean yeah I can pick up the phone and chit chat but what about when I need that friends shoulder or just want that company…you know someone besides the hubby. I’m just so frustrated right now and friend lonely! So off topic….did I mention I’m trying to make female friends….I have a lot of male friends! Matter fact my BFF is a guy. Love him like a brother…shout out to you B! I do bond better with the guys but I don’t think hubby enjoys that too much! But how do you change that?!? Me and females just have nothing in common…plus the feeling is probably neutral with his “woman” in his life! I’m not one for trying to cause drama at home but I am a dependent friend, so I could see that causing some issues. Oh what to do? Well until I gather my group…I will continue to blog! Speaking of I’m in Afghanistan right now and oh boi………….I need fashion and all that in my life! PLEASE….help me! What is going on in the world? Tell ME! So I guess I will end it with….my wardrobe isn’t the only thing that is seasonal but apparently so are the lifelines of my friendships
